FIRE 

By Tessa Harvey

    At the hospital, baby Joe was still in a critical care unit. His parents waited for news. Time dragged. Bart was slumped near his wife's bed. He had been so proud and happy when Buddy (Robert) has been born and also when his first daughter, Ellie captured his heart, wrapping her tiny fingers around his finger.
    After three children, Leanne pleaded with him to have a vasectomy. She begged saying it was so much easier for him than for her with small very dependent infants. But he hadn't listened. He was proud of being a proper man.
    As his thoughts focused inward, Bart was literally a prisoner in his world of self. He heard a rattle of the medicine trolley. Edging forward, he noticed a bottle of Mogadon. Moggies!
    When he was ten, his dad had died in a farming accident. His mum was given some to help her. Suddenly he lunged forward, grabbing the bottle and pushing into the ward bathroom, locking the door.
    There were plastic cups. He swallowed some, then more, ignoring the calls. Someone was fiddling with the lock. Peace.

TO BE CONTINUED

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